Horns and Wings

Tonight, I met someone who opened my slightly sleeping eyes.
What I perceived of the world has been accurate so far, albeit slightly tinted when it came to certain aspects.
And they, this somewhat surprising soul, shared with me a little bit of them.
And my world shook a little, with what they said.
It wasn't what they said specifically,
but what they said as a whole.

Humans are such superficial sacks of shit.
But sometimes, they turn out to be something else,
a sack of something rather valuable.
And surprising.

And after all that, one thing that I want,
just one thing;
For my feelings to be plain black and white.

I need simplification.
I need sense and maturity.
I need essence.
I need to know what I want, and exactly how I will get them.
And I need to spot opportunities instead of sitting on my arse and waving at them as they pass.


Embracing your fear means digging up all those secret skeletons you managed to bury.
And I have to start right from the beginning.

But it's a step, to what I want.